So I went to my second meeting today. I can't believe it, but I got a sponsor. I almost want to cry for joy at my blessing of getting a sponsor so soon. I will also be ordering my book on codependency soon. Everything is getting lined up. I must admit, I am so uncomfortable about this life change. But I know if I trust the *program, pray for strength, and TAKE IT ONE DAY AT A TIME that I can get what I need from it. That is so hard for me. I think it is going to be one of my greatest hurtles, taking it one day at a time. I am already starting to think about weight loss, wanting it to come off fast. Trying to plan months in advance. But that is where I lose control. I get so overwhelmed. I need to remember that am not going to find happiness through being thin, I will find happiness by gaining control of my life through letting go.
Trust.
Namaste
* If you are interested in learning more about the 12-step program you can send me an email at adiposewarfare@gmail.com and I will provide you with the information. :-)
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